Light reverse...

I am paralysed with fear,
I am numb,
I am terrified to my last breathe,
The darkness is slowly creeping in,
Again!!!
Light! oh!light!
Why would you give me just a taste?
Why would you tease me?
Why? light why?
I am paralyzed with fear,
It could be anyone,
Even me,
Oh!God....
Especially me,
I am paralyzed with fear,
I am numb,
I am terrified...

High!!!!

of passive aggressive...

I will work on being less passive aggressive this year. Hopefully. Maybe.
#personalityproblems

When patience runs thin...

And once I am done, I am done...

Perfect is boring...

Unbearable Lightness

Brightness is all I see,
Finally that light at the end of the tunnel,
Darkness had become the norm,
Bad day after bad day,
Spiraling out of control in a bottomless pit,
But now all I see,
All I feel,
Is unbearable lightness,
Happy has stopped being a word,
Still afraid to completely embrace it,
But I am happy,
That light is shinning so bright,
Basking in its radiant feel,
Darkness had engulfed my soul,
Sadness had become the usual,
Light is all I see,
All I feel now,
Wow!!!
Unbearable lightness....

LBGTI Culture

Something interesting is happening in Africa,
Some wise guy once said that any publicity is good publicity,
People are talking,
No longer whispering,
No longer cowering in the shadows,
Homosexuality!!!
That, in the recent past has become a word on everyone's wagging tongue,
Nigeria, Uganda, Binyavanga,
Homosexuality,
Tongues are rolling,
Good or bad,
People are talking about it,
We are in peoples conversation more than HIV,political instability,injustice,poverty,
Heck! Lupita,
Something interesting is happening in Africa,
I don't see why so much attention should be paid to us,
It is only same sex,
Nothing too extraordinary,
I don't see why countries like Nigeria are wasting time passing laws to ban homosexuality,
Feed your people,
Treat them with justice,
First!!
Then rant about being homosexual,
Me thinks it is easier to talk about the gays so that you don't focus on the disaster that is your life....