missings...

I remember the first time I had you,
An instantenous mood lift,
What had I been missing?
Fuck!it was you all along,
The void in my soul,
Filled with happy,
Free,
You always stretched your hand when I needed you,
Comforted me,
Loved me,
Made me feel good,
Invincible,
Now your are gone,
I miss you,
I miss you so much,
I think about you all the time,
Wish you could stretch your hand,
Just one more time,
Dependency had become that thief at night,
An escape from what is right,
I have learnt to cope without you,
But I crave that hug,
That warmth,
That company you brought to my life,
But you are not good for me,
I know that now,
But missing you,
That is one thing I will always do...

Demons by imaginary dragons