Worth in It....

Sometimes I look for the worth in it,
Sometimes giving up is the easier way out,
Less heartache,
Less drama,
Less to worry about,
Sometimes that worth in it becomes blurry,
It's easier to forget you,
Easier to stop reminiscing about the good times,
Sometimes the worth in it becomes confusing,
It's easier to have a clear head,
A clear head and a broken heart,
Sometimes the worth in it becomes anger,
It's easier to have self joy but hate takes over,
Sometimes the worth in it makes me a passive aggressive bitch,
because it's easier to act like it never happened,
Sometimes the worth in it is actually not worth it,
It's not worth the easier way out,
It's not worth the heartache...the drama,
the quickly fading good times,
Is it worth it? Really?
Is it reeeeeeeally worth it...
*ponders*