I stumbled on my 2013 diary a few minutes ago,
All the entries were filled with confusion, anger, depressed feelings
a general lack of belonging,
The entries were filled with fear of being out and proud,
self doubt and self hatred ruled those entries,
Entries filled with sadness and loneliness
the occasional fuck up of screwing men
just to confirm one last time if I am actually gay...
But my gosh!!how much have I grown,
like wooooooooah!!!
Taking that trip down memory lane only proves one thing
about the coming out process, self acceptance and eventually
being proud of who you are
It indeed does GET BETTER!!!
All the entries were filled with confusion, anger, depressed feelings
a general lack of belonging,
The entries were filled with fear of being out and proud,
self doubt and self hatred ruled those entries,
Entries filled with sadness and loneliness
the occasional fuck up of screwing men
just to confirm one last time if I am actually gay...
But my gosh!!how much have I grown,
like wooooooooah!!!
Taking that trip down memory lane only proves one thing
about the coming out process, self acceptance and eventually
being proud of who you are
It indeed does GET BETTER!!!
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